the shape of things to come
2009 started in a mellow way.
Nice and slow, nothing momentous happened. Dinner with Mum and Dad, midnight with friends, rest of the night at Pride Bar.
All exactly how it was supposed to be. Nothing more, nothing less.
But something is really missing, and i know what it is.
And i do feel it sometimes.
I don’t care about the love of cherries, that chapter is over and closed. But I did not betray that love or that friendship. I refused to do it. But good riddance, live your life the same way i’ll live mine.
I do care about attraction, feelings, love perhaps. And that is somewhere else, not here.
May 2009 be all that 2008 wasn’t. And somehow i think it is going to be.
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