Filed under: ramblings
Every once in a while i get this urge to just open up wordpress or whatever server my blog is on and just write. I don’t expect pretty things to just come out, I don’t have the gift of writing. I once did, but somehow, along the way, I seem to have lost it. Who knows, maybe I’ll find it again one day.
I sometimes wish I could write as good as I see some people writing. I wish I could express myself as well as they do, orally as well as in the written aspect of it. But hey, i’m not supposed to write well, so be it. Maybe i do some other things well. Maybe I don’t. Who knows.
Sometimes I fight the urge to write, and swallow it down and awkward moments like this happens. I don’t know what to write and just stare at the screen for minutes. Blank. Nothing.
So, in 6 days i’ll be 23. Yey. I don’t feel that happy about it, but it’s cool anyway. I don’t think I’m going to do any kind of party, be it a dinner or just a basic reunion at a coffee shop. What for? The people I want to be with, either can’t go, or are most probably busy with other things. And it’s just one more year, nothing big.
*shrugs*
