Filed under: personal
Being me is something I cannot, and will not, help being.
I’m a girl, I’m 22, I’m deeply in love, and I’m trying to do the best I can. Maybe sometimes that is not enough, but it is all I can do.
I will not be someone I am not, I cannot do that. I’m not trying to make anyone like me, I gave that up a long time ago.
Now I can see things for what they really are
I guess I’m not that far
I’m at the point of no return
Just watch me burn!
(Let It Will Be by Madonna)
I wonder if that’s why some people make it a hobby to try and fool me. I am human, and I am easily fooled, but at least be careful not to let your try fall too soon. I don’t like it when people just toss me aside, and then try to regain my trust when they have no one else to turn to.
If I’m not good enough to be in your life for more then a month at a time, at least let me be. I don’t mean I want to be in your life 24/7, I just don’t want to be used then tossed aside. I am not a doll.
I’m not sad, annoyed or anything like that. I’m actually quite happy. I’ve just realized lately how some people just use me. And I didn’t like it.
