a so called blog

School’s about to start all over again.

I have very mixed feelings about it.

On the one side, I’m looking forward to get my brain back into school mode, and I made a promise to myself that I was going to study harder and actually focus on what I’m doing.

On the other side, i hate it. I feel like I’m not going to be able to do it. That’s I’m going to fail all over again, and be the failure I always feel I am. I hate feeling like this almost as much as I hate this degree.

I will get over it though. I’ll finish it and just get it done. After all, I have all the incentive to do it now.